I do not understand anything I see in this room.
A Course in Miracles Workbook Lesson 2
“I have given everything I see in this room (on this street, from this window, in this place) all the meaning it has for me.”
365 Days of Love and Miracles with A Course in Miracles
Come and join us every day as we read and discuss the daily lessons in the workbook of A Course in Miracles
6 Ways to Have the Worst Christmas Ever!
I have been contemplating just how we navigate all of these challenges with a happy heart. Here are a few tips that might be helpful!
So Very Thankful!
I love Thanksgiving. We have spent Christmas, away from family, in warmer climates, for the past 8 years. So, Thanksgiving is the one big event every year where we gather together with my brother and his wife, his daughters and their partners, and their adorable granddaughters. Then, just in case we’re not grateful enough, we …
The Love Train Leaves in 4 Days!
Hello, beautiful friends! There are only 4 more days to register for The Love Train!© It is going to be a fabulous ride! This opportunity only comes along once a year. Don’t miss out! Here are a few of the frequently asked questions. If you have any others, please feel free to email us at: arlene.geres@gmail.com What are …
The Love Train© is Pulling Out of the Station!
Yikes! There are only 6 more days to register for The Love Train©, our online workshop that will help you: Let go of old patterns of behaving and thinking Open your heart to the love that is all around us Embrace new, healthy ideas and behaviours Resolve conflict in a loving way Connect with like-minded people …
Are You Coming on The Love Train ?
We all feel the seismic shifts happening in the world today. For many of us, this fuels a change in our thinking. We ask ourselves existential questions such as: “Who am I?” “What’s important in my life?” “What legacy will I leave behind?” Do you ever stop to wonder why you are here and what your …
What Is The Love Train?
As the O’Jays first sang way back in 1972: “People all over the world (you don’t need no money)Join hands (come on)Start a love train, love train (don’t need no ticket, come on)” The Love Train was, and always will be about each one of us recognizing that the truth of who we are is …
Dancing in the Sea of Love
Embracing this awareness has literally changed my life. At one time in my life, I was a miserable, depressed, anxiety-ridden human being. I totally believed that even the cat didn’t like me! I felt all alone and completely disconnected from even those closest to me. I had married my high school sweetheart, yet felt that there was no sweetness and no heart between us. We were two broken people projecting our pain onto each other.
“Two men looked out through prison bars. One saw mud, the other stars.”
All I could see was mud. I thought that I was smart, and came up with a variety of ideas to improve my life. Those plans included having a couple of children. Although they did keep me very busy, and they brought me much happiness, I projected my brokenness onto them. As children do, they eventually left me, and I became even more broken.
“Above the clouds the sun is shining, so shut your mouth and quit your whining.”
I tried not to whine, I really did. I tried to look on the sunny side. But that brokenness in me continued to grow until it was screaming, like a gremlin that insisted on breaking out of my skin. Eventually it revealed itself in a completely shattered spirit. After 18 years of marriage, I walked away, leaving my husband and teenage children totally confused. I had been the seemingly strong one, holding everything together. But, one day, I just snapped. I had a complete nervous breakdown. No matter how hard I tried to pull myself together, it could not be done. I couldn’t work, I couldn’t parent., I could barely get out of bed. All I could do was cry.
I had years of pent up tears. Tears for my childhood pain. Tears from a loveless marriage. Tears from a complete disconnect from my children.
That was 30 years ago. What I have learned since then is that happiness does not come from the outside. I was trying to find it in my ex-husband and children. Thus, I was happy when they were doing what I wanted them to do, and miserable when they weren’t.
I had to learn that happiness comes from me falling in love with myself.
Not in a narcissistic way, but in a love that projects from the inside out. This has been a sometimes painful, but most profound journey.
I was a caterpillar, shedding my skin, releasing the butterfly that lie within.
How did my life transform from feeling like a total loser to one of triumph? I would love to share that journey with you in my upcoming blended online/live workshop called “The Love Project” starting Oct. 3. Look for more details in upcoming blog posts.